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listen to other's problems, basketball (playing and watching), daydreaming.
loyal to the ones loved by me, take as much time as possible in toilets.
Toilet times are the most personal and quiet time of your lives,
good for thinking alot of things,
especially in the morning when you just wake up.
and for dozing off on the toilet bowl haha~!
World is full of surprises for the unexpected,
so are you, so full of surprises for the unexpectant world out there.
alwaes thinking that whatever comes in dreams happen in reality
enjoys self-deceit~ (^_^)
Sunday, December 19, 2004
i muz haf been realli ignorant all this while... haiz... i've not noticed at all.. still lingering on how much pain i felt during my break up.... coz she has moved on long ago... long long b4 i knew it... haiz... guesss i've spent my time foolishly trying to get back wat was realli nt worth it at all... nw i understand that it doesn't pay to be good... nw i know y in the first place she had told me nt to put any feelings in at all and y all the apologies of being afraid she wld hurt me in the first place.... guess itz all part of her usual rls terms and conditions... haiz... i'm such a fool realli nt knowing wat i m doing in life.... haiz... i shd be punished for so much negligence....
haiz... great... everyone ard me is so happie... dunnoe y... onli me like in a dark corner on my own.. juz like on stage, the spotlight focusing on me leaving everyone in the dark showing loads of happie faces... the spotlight focusing on the deeply in tot me thinking of wat i shd haf done in the first place when everyone realli told me to move on... guess i was juz stubborn... in my v own wae... i still haf nt learn from my mistakes... juz that i've been realli stubborn all along in my life... trying to get wat i want by juz being attitude.... no such thing cld happen haiz... nw i learnt it... i shall learn from my mistakes... n nt be a fool at all... least she is happieli in luv now... that she has found someone that she feels love her in the wae that she realli wants to be loved... guess nt all like to be pampered... guess i was juz nt "good" enuff for her... haiz... wat in the world haf i been doing all my life... punishments haf come one after another... guess thats the wae my life shd be... punishment after punishments... perhaps even after i die i shall be punished.... oh no... guess itz time to go....
they haf finished doing the closing... haiz... god... bless me please.... i'm in such a down state i guess i cannot pull myself together any longer.... guess it realli is worse... i will neva eva find a colleague to be my other half eva after........................................ thank u blog for letting me type all these down... thanks for letting me share my sad tots.... i think i'm going crazy..... thanks for being here when my parents aren't of any help at all.... haiz... thanks... thanks... thanks.... tha...................
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