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Always make the best decisions so things can be done.
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listen to other's problems, basketball (playing and watching), daydreaming.
loyal to the ones loved by me, take as much time as possible in toilets.
Toilet times are the most personal and quiet time of your lives,
good for thinking alot of things,
especially in the morning when you just wake up.
and for dozing off on the toilet bowl haha~!
World is full of surprises for the unexpected,
so are you, so full of surprises for the unexpectant world out there.
alwaes thinking that whatever comes in dreams happen in reality
enjoys self-deceit~ (^_^)
Saturday, December 18, 2004
arlow~ itz me again... the same old me... trying to find new meaning in life... welll wat can i do to make things easier? i'm such a loser, guess by now everyone is like thinkin y am i so negative abt all the small things happening in my life as compared to other cases of catastrophe on-going all around me... satellites may be falling out of the sky, planes crashing, running out of the track, buildings collapsing, earthquakes, floods.... haiz... y... y... juz coz these things aren't happening to me so i can't be bothered abt them ttz y...
oh no wasted one paragraph on nonsense... haiz... same old me... i felt like i've been thrown into a cell... i onli haf the key to enter it and not to exit... haiz.... so dark and lonely.. all i can communicate wif are the cockroaches and ants that come crawling by.... all i can hear is a voice telling mi how much a failure i was and y i had ended up like that... alls done and over wif, wat i m suppose to do... all nt done and left aside.. "u're such a useless bum" i hear the voice calling out everi moment i try nt to think abt it... haiz... tt voice so familiar... seems tho it has been in me for so long... it is that voice thats alwaes there to pull mi down further into my miseries everytime i'm feeling down or beaten... haiz... why... tiz sound makes me so vulnerable, makes me so weak and wanna crumble... haiz.... back to life... enuff of those sillie descriptive words.... haiz... reality still hafta be faced....
i'm under so thick a mask nowadaes i dunnoe where the real me is... from my sec sch daees been mixing ard gals all my life, perhaps i'm being punished for my JC daes being so flirt for nothing.... haiz... shd haf learnt nt to do so earlier... thanks for punishing me heaven, thanks for making me learn, thanks for letting me know how it feels to go thru pain and such... guess that onli tru own mistakes can one person realli learn to grow and mature.... i m indeed immature in luv matters coz i juz went tru a test which i failed terribly... so nw is the time i nid to wake up, walk awae from life and think of wat i did wrong and hope that luv comes by someday one in which i can realli devote in...
i admit that the last one was short... though it lasted one month but... feelings were dead since 2 weeks into the rls... i'm sorrie for being so insensitive to others feelings... and i'm so sorrie for nt being understanding at all ... guess all my fault that i juz can't accomodate to others.... my very own negligence lead to great downfalls in my life, in my studies, my frenships and now my v 1st rls.... finallie i understand but yet i m unwilling to learn... i'm juz stubborn...
guess v much of this is why i'm such a loneli person haiz.. tiz isn't gd at all ... nt for me nt for anybody... lonely souls shdn't unite, instead they wld make the world an even lonelier place.... haiz... i shdn't exist either... it will juz make the world abit unhappier... can things eva change? i dun thinnk so since it is nt in my case.... haiz... how do i get out of this pain...here comes an irritating customer to bother me wif all her nonsense... haiz... .how to save myself...
my eyebrows are stuck together.... haiz... they can't separate at all... haiz.............................................................................................................................................................
I'm not a perfect person As many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you throughI wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a resaon for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over newand the reason is You [x4] I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you areI know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
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