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Saturday, December 25, 2004

hahaha... hah... hah... hahaha.... haha... hah... hahaha...... *sobz sobz* (a mixture of hysterical/foolish/idiotic/pathetic laffter + loads of tears) haiz..... y m i the sort who is so weak in feelings? y muz i be the one... hmmm... nvm tt suppose to b xmas, the season of giving.... giving awae all tt u haf, all tt u wanna give and all tt u can give.... so be it den... i will nt want to upset my blog also... itz a holidae after all... shd give u a rest too... guess itz tt time again tt i'm reminded so much of her.... i'm in office earli again to listen to them sad songs again....hahahha.... guess the Long Island did it last nite.... so gd to feel high again... laying thr enjoy the kick of the alcohol sinking in slowly.... all is coming back to me now... those daes i had in JC where i drowned myself in alcohol... that feeling of despair and sadness welll least the alcohol takes it all awae.... glad tt L.I. helped put me to sleep n nt think abt it all.... guess my next best confidant other den this blog is alcohol ba.... guess from 2dae onwards 1 or 2 bottz per daes shd b fine.... i've found a fren, a fren in u alcohol... plz b my best fren n nt leave me....
guess ttz all i wish to sae.... gd bye blog... merry xmas to u and to those who cared n bothered to read...

Macy Gray - I Try

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I belive that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But we're notI play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I chokeI try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
(but I'm dreaming of you babe)
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke
(yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble
(hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
(say it Lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
(I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumbe
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..

Even in my heart I see
You're not bein' true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby
Quit playin' games with my heart

Chorus:Quit playin' games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
I should've known from the start
Before you got into my heart
I live my life the way
To keep you comin' back to me
Everything I do is for you so
So what is it that you can't see

Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad
You better quit playin' games with my heart
ChorusQuit playin' games
Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hangin' here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not a lie, let's stop
This tonight
Baby, quit playin' games
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart
Chorus

爱，很简单陶吉吉

忘了是怎么开始也许就是对你一种感觉忽然间发现自己已深深爱上你真的很简单爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓是是非非无法抉择没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随那个疯狂的人是我喔～I LOVE YOU 无法不爱著你 BABY 说你也爱我I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你不可能更快乐只要能在一起做什么都可以虽然世界变个不停用最真诚的心让爱变的简单I LOVE YOU 我一直在这里一直在爱你I LOVE YOU(yes I do)永远都不放弃这爱的权利如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴著我的心倾听听我说著爱你(yes I do)我爱你

普通朋友

等待我随时随地在等待做你感情上的依赖我没有任何的疑问这是爱我猜你早就想要说明白我觉得自己好失败从天堂掉落到深渊多无奈我愿意改变 (what can I do?)重新再来一遍(just give me chance)我无法只是普通朋友感情已那么深叫我怎么能收手但你说 I only want to be your friend 做个朋友我猜你心中只是 just a friend 不是情人我感激你对我这样的坦白但我给你的爱暂时收不回来So I 我不能只是 be your friend I just can't beyour friend no,no,no,我不能只是做你的朋友不能只是做普通朋友

流砂

并不是真的路过而已并不是真的不会想你全都不是真的是骗自己其实还爱你爱着你我以为我早想清楚不由自主恍恍惚惚又走回头路再看一眼有过的幸福爱情好像流沙我不挣扎随它去吧我不害怕爱情好像流沙心里的牵挂不愿放下ON BABY 让我这样吧爱情好像流沙我不说话等待黑暗让泪能流下爱情好像流沙明知该躲它无法自拔 OH BABY 是我太傻是一再的做一再的错不由我我一步一步一步一步慢慢走向流沙

天亮

半夜醒来有事一个人习惯热闹的我不之该怎么办曾经拥有美丽我的梦疲倦的心早已不奢求能挽回感觉就像还留着甜蜜的回忆 Baby I'm sorry Baby I'm sorry把一切藏心底不愿忘记就让它过去我想就快天亮了吧我睡不着因为没有你我想就快天亮的吧等不到你分不清自己独自走在冰冷的夜晚擦身而过的你已不再孤单爱你的心已经以随着你离去的背影一步一步走出我无力的心我想就快天亮了吧我们曾经在这里我想就快天亮了吧没有感觉没有感觉我的心 Baby I'm sorry Baby I'm sorry 把一切藏心底我要忘记这段过去我想就快天亮了吧我很清醒还没有醉意我想就快天亮了吧失去了你已没有关系

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