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listen to other's problems, basketball (playing and watching), daydreaming.
loyal to the ones loved by me, take as much time as possible in toilets.
Toilet times are the most personal and quiet time of your lives,
good for thinking alot of things,
especially in the morning when you just wake up.
and for dozing off on the toilet bowl haha~!
World is full of surprises for the unexpected,
so are you, so full of surprises for the unexpectant world out there.
alwaes thinking that whatever comes in dreams happen in reality
enjoys self-deceit~ (^_^)
Friday, December 17, 2004
hi... itz me again.... 5 daes since break up dae... still full of sorrow and sadness... evridae hafta go tru same old problem of seeing her time and again... haiz... nt tt i'm sick of seeing her or aniting... juz that... haiz... juz wanna be wif her like before... or maybe we neva had been cept for the 1st 2 weeks... *sobz...* i know this doesn't involve any readers... juz wanna tell my blog only... haiz... sorrie for those who haf read for nothing...
anyway... she is collecting her N level results todae and haiz... shes been so negative abt it i dunnoe wat wae i can make her feel betta... but well... she is the happie go luckie sort... so juz wish her luck might be the best, least i think deep down she will understand and appreciate that i reallie wish her luck... or maybe she will juz put it at the back of her head and nt be reminded of it at all since i do mean nothing to her at all now... kz... ttz for tt... i pray for her now sincerely that she reallie achieve great results... haiz...
i've been a jerk recently... nt sure y i can't juz forget her the wae as normal and treat her like a gd fren... haiz... tot i cld do it but i can't, i've been treating her badly all along and so far become such an arrogant person all of a sudden... haiz... i dunnoe y this is happening but it hurts myself to see mi revert to my old ways of dealing wif a loss... haiz... i m stubborn indeed i dun deny.... but den haiz... i dunnoe... i perhaps m juz foolishly stubborn... thanks for all who i haf approached and offered comfort in each of ur own ways... those who offered to share their worse den mine situation, those who shared their opinions wif me... and those who offered to drown my sorrows wif beer (i'm sorrie no time to go wif u guys coz i work till so damn late and start so damn erli...) but den.. .i wld rather drown in sorrow den to treat things as normal...
i've been living behind tiz v fake me since that dae she asked to be frens... itz almost lyk i'm putting on a mask to work when i talk to her or when i wanna joke wif her... itz all so fake... such a facade... and so plain i'd use the word, "plastic" like i used to use to when Wayne was wif me those daes... hahaha... plastic... plastic... plastic... haiz... so sad... itz juz so fake... argh.... so many mask so thick is the mask... it covers up all the pain and hurt that i m feeling.... haiz.......
ok ok... end here liaoz... new dae ahead... nid to start work le.... haiz... gd bye blog... gd bye everyone...
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