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listen to other's problems, basketball (playing and watching), daydreaming.
loyal to the ones loved by me, take as much time as possible in toilets.
Toilet times are the most personal and quiet time of your lives,
good for thinking alot of things,
especially in the morning when you just wake up.
and for dozing off on the toilet bowl haha~!
World is full of surprises for the unexpected,
so are you, so full of surprises for the unexpectant world out there.
alwaes thinking that whatever comes in dreams happen in reality
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
haiz... she [my-ex] came down todae... so glad to see her, heard that she has probs wif her current bf... dunnoe y this is the seasons for couples to quarrel or something... yeapz still v much happie to see her think i still haf abit of feelings left over in mi... i still do kip the last msg tt she sent mi and bring it up once in a while to read. brings back fond memories also... but den... haiz... can't be help that it turned out this wae... i think itz all too late also...
ok enuff of that... i started to pick up chatting wif her... but den haiz... dunnoe i juz confused... want to write down some feelings only... ok ttz all bye... no mood to write?
遗忘记录史 4:09 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
haiz... life's so short... after sending my colleague home i took a cab home. after dropping off, i saw tt a small crowd was gathered below my block. den i notice a body lying below my flat, it was the body of an old man, the abdomen covered with blood and there were bags over the abdomen... immediately i went up home to notify my dad who after going down to check said it was my neighbour... shortly after my neighbours went down, i cld hear the voices of them crying out loud below... those cries were so helpless... there was so much grief in the words that came out... those were tears so sincere no one can ever come across lest they have someone so dear to them pass awae... haiz... there's a funeral below my block for him, i was so disgrace to look into the parlour... haiz... i looked at the pic for one last time. i felt so sad... if onli i was there earlier maybe i cld haf stopped him... well... i guess thats life... when itz gonna end itz gonna end... haiz...
well, shes reading my blog... glad tt she reads my blog... but still haiz... nvm... nothing's changed, i'm still cursed no matter wat... i dun belif there's ani gal who is able to break my curse... so much for being optimistic when facing other ppl's problem... when it comes to my own i m alwaes so pessismistic... well thatz mi, dun think aniting will eva change... aniwaes... alotz been going tru my mind haiz...
oh yeah... one of my colleague is having her last day... hehe gonna miz her coz she's been gg out lunch or dinner wif mi most of the times~ oh dear who is gonna go lunch wif mi now... *sad* aniwae wish her all the best in her studies and hope she and her bf turn out alrite... oh also her grandma hope she can recover or at least still be alrite...
k blog... having headache already, dun wanna write too much... too mani words make me blur. i going to work le bye~
遗忘记录史 10:36 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
she read my blog... haiz... she really did... she read my blog n i was... haiz... nvm... doesn't matter. she juz told mi the same old things everyone told me. "i've nt met the one." i'm nt sure how many millions of times i haf heard it... itz ok... i can already memorize those words tt gals alwaes sae to me... "u're a good guy. u will find a gal u will love (either soon/in future). i'm nt the kind for u."
same old words coming out from the mouth of everyone... is it a cliche? or is it juz a universally polite n courteous way of excusing urself from someone who likes u? or is it juz a means of escape? to help oneself ease out of a tense situation when someone is hot on their heels for their love, care n concern? i perhaps nid a gal to guide mi tru tiz. for so mani times i have encountered these words tt i find that soon they haf all become so untrue n even more hurting den consoling... i mean those words are suppose to heal rite? or those are juz suppose to be covering up for u all to get rid of the guy? oooopsss... m i too harsh there? k pardon mi... i'm juz saying all tt in a fit of anger.
well... i'm going for reservist soon, will b cooped up in camp and kept awae from civility... hope den i can haf some peace n rest or wld i... hmmm... wateva comes will comes... juz let it be i think ttz the onli wae to be doing things... chinese like to sae "zou yi bu, kan yi bu" (see wat comes may on the next step) does tt help? wat if there is no "next step" r we juz suppose to be standing there stopped in our tracks n perhaps wait for things to happen? haiz... no use retracin the steps isn't tt rite? "hao ma bu chi hui tou cao" wif tiz phrase pride n honour is involved... den erm... oh shit... i'm blabbering nonsense... mind is wandering le haha~! pardon mi... i hafta start work le... bye blog thanks for letting me exert mie anger n express mie sadness... many thanks...
遗忘记录史 9:55 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
haiz... i'm back after a long long break... so much to tell but so lil ways to express myself. itz been quite a while yeah? i prepared to quit, quited and returned to the same old place to work... reason to leave? someone was too much wif her attitude n too mani new faces around getting bored of it... after i quitted, was at home for those few daes, dad nagged at mi for the full day n i cldn't stand it animore... returned to same old place to work... yeapz... i cldn't bear to leave those fren'z i've made tru work... well... nw tt i'm back i haf to be prepared to face the reasons tt made me left...
ok ok nw the curse... i've been cursed... n i mean eternallie... (till the end of life tt kind of things? u know? u know?) it goes like that... the gals tt i like, alwaes either end up wif another guy in less than 1 mth n they will be together for like dunnoe how mani years... haiz... i've given up hope in liking somebodi for a while till i met my first gf tot tt i wld haf broken the curse but hey~ u guessed it... itz back to haunt me... she has gone wif another guy... n yes... "they lived happily ever after..." wooo-hooo... ttz so great for her, i mean them... wateva... so be it haiz... den now i end up liking all the gals who haf bf... damn... m i cursed or wat... there muz be something wrong wif me or is there so much coincidence tt i m alwaes facing the same old thing over and over again...
my god, buddha, jesus... whoeva is willing to help... juz tell mi how to break tiz curse or the very least help mi break it~! please.... please... pretty please... the above has happened over dunnoe how mani times? over 20? i think itz even more den my age lehz... hw can tt happen to mi...
ok ok i think itz time to start work le... dear bloggie... u take care of urself... sorrie for neglecting u for so long again... gd bye...
遗忘记录史 9:33 AM
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