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Friday, July 29, 2005

well well~ where shd i begin~ hehe was an overall very fun trip espciallie with the ppl who went~ thanks to u guys for making the trip so much so enjoyable and so havoc~ haha~! guess we made use of the very little of wat we had and made the most of everything that cld be done. wow... looking back at all the pictures taken, all tell a different story, brings back really fond memories and all those fun moments are still in mind~ woohooo~!! all the laughters we had created in the restaurants, the reallie wild time we had in the disco and ktv~ haha~! i guess ttz the kind of thing that everyone needs once in a while when they go overseas. Thanks god for letting mi get to know these buncha guys n gals hehe~!
aniwae, went wif my company n other company peeps~ saw some peeps whom i onli said hi n bye to but got to know them more on board the cruise~ haha~
ok ok next, go on to the next pt~ thrz tiz gal who fell so in love wif the crew she diden even wanna get off the cruise yeah? u know that kinda stuffs? haha~ well erm, i juz think that thiz kind of stuffs differ in people. there are many perspectives that one can look at this kind of behaviour. well from mine, superficially it seems as though shes juz madly in love wif this guy being unrealistic n all such things but well, if u take a look deeply into her true behaviour [the way she looks at the guy, so much love n feelings in her eyes well, u can tell shes serious (i mean dead serious~ hehe~!) in this guy] shes like so engrossed in looking at that guy, shes in a world of her own yeah? hehe this kind she b called Chi Qing in chinese if all those cheena ppl can understand my poor Han Yu Pin Yin~ well well... enuff of that k?
lastly, thanks to Ash & Gary for making the trip so noisy wif all ya jokes and squabbles, thanks to Tris, Elis and Amber for all ur Hua Chi behaviours~ hahaha (dun feel offended, it provided much enjoyment looking n hearing all the things u all do n sae =P) thanks to Jean for all the fun we had on the bus n trips on shore, also the nite we played Dai dee~ haha (still rem elis losing n winning not knowing she won~) thanks to Jane~ for being there and making the trip so enjoyable with all ur jokes n such~ heng u nt among the Hua Chi Club (HCC) haha~!! ok ok~ u guys keep in touch yeah? see whether we can work together and fight for next fam trip haha~ take care and see u guys again~

遗忘记录史 9:47 AM

Friday, July 22, 2005

haiz... *yawnz* so sianz... 2dae boss blew up again... erli erli in the morning want to complain tiz complain that... haiz... wish there were more staffs around to share the blame :( so tired from work... alwaes working full shift returning home late nite come to work erli in the morning... *yawns* guess ttz juz life for mi... least for now... till i find another place to keep under their roof...
tried to serve most of the customers that come in, ended up doing too mani bookings to follow up wif... haiz... y bother to busy myself rite? aniwae... the coy's changing their R & R (rules and regulations) regarding some $$ matters... well wat do we haf to stay... s*ck thumb wor... haiz... so jialat... guess i won't b able to save much either...
lastly... recently got to know a few frenz, hehe yeh~ new frenz~ hope i get to keep them... (ooops... nt like dolls of coz... i mean like frenz~ u know? frenz? nvm -_-"...) and oh yeah~ old frenz whom we haf picked up chatting, do stay in touch yeah!

遗忘记录史 11:24 AM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

oh goodness... i guess i really have no mood at all for my work.... no more passion... no more happiness nor satisfaction in life to achieve wat i want to do... itz all downhill for me from here i guess.. yeapz... itz time for depression period again~ eeekS~! scarie~ hahah....
anyway, hafta finish thiz short entry before i lose myself and becum insane~ argh~!!! goodnesss.... ok, thrz a few frenz i haven heard from lately. went tru the pictures from NYJC, saw a few fren whom i lost contact wif. still rem those days when they helped me in sch and those whom i chatted wif on IRC long long ago~ miz u guys yeah~
kk hafta end le... boss come in liao le bye~

遗忘记录史 10:14 AM

Monday, July 04, 2005

yeapz... spent a fruitful day in office, took quite some bookings at a go. but still cldn't top the sales so what for... haiz... tried to keep myself awae from negative tots by tying myself up wif work... but once work gets piling i get really pissed... so itz like... wat for? rite? hmmm... but still negative tots do come to mi once in a while... well song of the moment for mi would be Akon's Lonely... maybe i should stick in the lyrics in tiz entry... yeah... i will do juz tt...

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn

Im so lonely,
im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn

Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there
ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more
and decides to leaveI woke up in the middle of the night
and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin,
for her I wasFeenin,
so I hadda take a little ride,
back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
cuzEver since my girl left me,
my whole life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and
I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
IReally wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl
that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
where you would get up and run and
I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe
id rather be, aint noone in the globe
id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrl

lNever thought that id be alone,
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and

Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished Id everHurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
lLonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely,
(so lonely), Mr. Lonely

遗忘记录史 9:26 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

i juz returned from my reservist nt long ago... was quite an experience, fell really really ill, suffered from "no womanism" and also saw someone got beaten up so badly i bet his mum cldn't recognize half of him... well firstly lets touch on me falling really ill. had fever in camp which was caused by flu. that stupid fever made me suffer in bed tossing n turning, nt being able to have good rest. wanted to die den but den it wld haf been juz dumb to be dying for a simple illness, guess it will take more den that to turn me off from life. =) well back to the sickness, first time i was sick till i cldn't get out of bed wor... haha gt so frightened tt it was dengue fever caused my limbs went really numb when i was asleep... damn... tt stoopid feeling, felt like i was on the verge of leaving my body let my "soul run free" =P ok ok enuff of that...
well the "no womanism" thing is juz simple... there ain't no nice looking gal in an army camp~!!! and i can tell u tt.... almost all of them are twice my age or least half as much... dang.... the guys inside had nothing to relate to except FHM Singapore / Maxim / Hot Stuff Mag (on cars) and yeapz... those will be all they ever talk abt inside... well... heard lotz of other's experiences to brothels and prostitutes, well... itz all juz hearsay and other's bragging dunnoe if it true also, so wat the heck juz lend a hearing ear to them, afterall they are in the same boat, can't live wifout gals =P
oh oh~ the guy who gt beaten up... heard he complained abt unfair treatment from officers den in the end tried to push other ppl to do his work. well... wat can i sae... in a world full of ah bengs who haf colouring all over their bodies, guess ttz a very bad thing to do. in the end, he got well beaten up, wif fist from one of the guys, wif a HELMET from the other... well... well... least from the helmet beating, he had one big blue black patch on his left eye, big in the size of one huge fist. and when i say huge fist, i do mean huge fist.... it is HUGE... i'm nt kidding u~! eeeeks.... he so badly beaten up... haiyoh.... ok ok enuff of tt lets juz leave it as that...
well back to mi again... same old mi... juz more saddened by the fact that the curse has been proven once again by a gal. well i guess... itz juz mi... and this dreadedly, deadly curse i'm bringing ard wif me... ani1 know a bohmoh or something? haiz... least i'm happie that she and her bf is back together again afterall i did wished her gd luck in getting 2gether again n hope that they dun separate in the first place... but still... haiz... well... guess juz like Akon's song... mr lonely... itz juz the name for mi =)

bye blog... [from a saddened me]

遗忘记录史 2:51 PM