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listen to other's problems, basketball (playing and watching), daydreaming.
loyal to the ones loved by me, take as much time as possible in toilets.
Toilet times are the most personal and quiet time of your lives,
good for thinking alot of things,
especially in the morning when you just wake up.
and for dozing off on the toilet bowl haha~!
World is full of surprises for the unexpected,
so are you, so full of surprises for the unexpectant world out there.
alwaes thinking that whatever comes in dreams happen in reality
enjoys self-deceit~ (^_^)
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Day 1 : down/sad/extremely down/extremely sad/ultimately down/ultimately sad
"we never start b4" ... *ouch tt really hurts*
bye...
遗忘记录史 9:18 AM
Friday, September 23, 2005
now i know where im wrong... actuallie wat u haf to do is ask... let everything out and everything can be cleared or did it clear up... dun think so ba... well least i know now she is actuallie angry wif me and thinks i'm such a bother.... well wat i can sae is wat i'm afraid has really happened drastically... haiz... itz juz all my fault... she don't even accept my apologies... wat i beg for is forgiveness and her to return to me... sorries won't get me aniwhere... i guez wat can really be done is repentance. admitting your mistake n take the time to change the way i behave...
i juz hope that it won't be the last draw for her to consider me. i know i shdn't control u, guez i juz cared too much. i diden want to trace u ard juz that when i dun hear from you i'm actuallie very worried. to others i guess itz overly worried for you ba.... for now i try to leave u alone i dink thatz the best way things can go... in the mean time i will go and look back at wat i did. i promise u i will change the way i behaved. i do wan your forgiveness and your understanding if possible. somethings i juz dun have the courage to tell you in person. pls dun ignore me for now coz itz very painful for me to nt be able to chat wif u like before. haiz... i'm too sad to know wat i m saying now... perhaps i said something wrong again... guez i still nt mature enuff to handle your feelings ba... hope after awhile we can be together like before.
thanks for letting me know where i m wrong in... i'm sorrie for wat i haf done to you. will leave u alone for nw. will v v v v miz u alot...
mood : no mood to work / sad / self-reproach / love sick / dreadful / soul-less
遗忘记录史 4:11 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
haiz... abit confused... oh my oh my.... how how how... i very jialat liaoz... are we reallie in a rls? haiz... i can't tell lehz... i try not to think of her that much but i reallie can't help it but keep thinking of her... perhaps tiz is wat ppl call as Dan Lian ba... haiz... how how how... i dunnoe... want to go bang head le~! whrz the wall~!!! argh~!!! *bang*
*ouch...* that really hurts... but nt as much as being confused... tt few days when she had OT to do and was able to go home wif her was my happiest few days wif her... but nw she no more doing OT i no chance go home wif her i very sad... nt sure hw to describe perhaps itz too used to gg home wif her le nw can't go home wif her abit lonely n sad ba... HAIZ.... no choice, dun wan her stay too late also coz she dun like to wait. well... ttz mi ba... wan tiz but dun dare sae scared tiz scared tt goodnez... haiz... i'm still confused... help me out in tiz.... please.... i'm sinking.... *sinking slowly* argh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! going... going... gone~!"
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dang.... i'm still ard... haiyoh... thiz sea of love is dangerous ya? keke aniwae... i'm going crazy le... bye blog... nid to go bak focus on work b4 i cock up aniting again...
遗忘记录史 11:42 AM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
hihi~ i'm back le... though from not enuff rest but still can rem some of wat happened yesterdae... tt bloody uncle.. he betta watch out!!!
tiz uncle came in sitting down demanding for an Europe package tt is nt available in the winter months and insist that there is such a departure date. asked ard and demanded for an answer... i was patient enuff to find out for him but he insist that there is. i showed him black n white proof that there is no departure on that day but he reallie reallie dun belif and he keeps repeating the same fucking question. and i tot he was leaving when he sat down again to ask mi to calculate all his prices for him. he was damn fucking rude truout the whole enquiry session and he was juz trying to irritate me for the whole time. he has really made me mad by doing all those things. i lost one big sale due to his constant and repeated enquiries. i hope that he knows he is wrong and he will not do this thing again to my fellow travel line colleagues. lets juz hope he gets his juz deserved somewhere elz... retribution is the only way for him. haha~ take it, i'm juz evil~ woohoo~!!!
haha okie okie i haf let everything out... now feeling betta~ thankx blog~ haha gd day to everyone ya~!? *bleah*
oh yeah... to zoey ---> gd luck in looking for ur new job.
to tris ---> gd luck for u wif ur new guy~ haha
to dear ---> hope u like the bf's i made n hope we can go long wae :P
遗忘记录史 10:28 AM
well juz came back from natas, first time in my life sit inside crowded area and no customers book with me at all... was damn fed up over there... lucky last dae had some sales but still was disappointed wif overall results though coz split to 3 daes it was quite bad lorz...
aniwaez for those who are pondering watz the end of the storie? haha nopez nt gonna tell but den... keke very happie to be ard her and care for her lorz... hopez she can take care more of herself n less angry wor~
but den thankx for letting mi haf chance take care of u n make bf for u ya~ n tat hand of urs is reallie hard to hold ya... i'm sure u know wat i mean... *bleah*
to the fren tt i lost due to some internal conflicts wif her b*yfr*n, hope u reallie take care of yourself and erm... dun let him bullie u again if tt happens den... nvm since we no longer FRENS... juz take care ya? haiz... =( oh yeah... gd luck for your exams... or at least watz remaining of it wor... *bleah*
okie lahz... end le nothing much to sae also perhaps tmr den add one more entry ba...
oh yeah i shd haf plenty to talk of coz i served a bloody old uncle who tested my patience... guez he dunnoe young ppl haf to time to hassle ard~ haha well leave tt to tmr ba~
遗忘记录史 12:37 AM
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