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Monday, May 29, 2006
we have reached the end of a long road... but theres still so much road in front that we have yet to tread across. how i wish this all could carry on and on... we were so good on the day before and den she cld suddenly just tell me that she has lost all feelings... that kind of pain sets in just like quick sand... the more you struggle to get out the more you sink... that kind of pain... it just keeps grabbing at u making u feel breathless and helpless... i can only see her do the things she want... how i wish i cld do it with her again or as usual... i'm gg home alone 2dae... will be facing the things that she left at my home... how i wished they dun have to be moved... i wake up wishing to see her everyday coz she is the only thing that lets me carry on with life... i dunnoe how i can be able to carry onwif life without her.
i hold the hope of being with her even though i know itz hard for her to come back to me... i'm lost... she doesn't seem to be telling the truth of the reason why we are breaking. i feel hurt deeply its not the normal kind of hurt... its something that even how much u say also won't help. i try to look happy just like she is doing... but deep down i know we still have tt feeling for each other... y is she so hard on herself... it pains me even more to see her that way... perhaps i m wrong. we are different ppl from different world. but i dun belif thats the real reason... haiz... shes lost her love for me... i know its not as much as we first began but i belif it is still there... i hate this kind of feeling...
i just want a chance to get back 2gether... i have neva been hard on my decision, now i m serious i want this r/s to go on... damn... i hate this feeling alot... i love her... i still love her alot... pls... if there is any justice in this world, let us be 2gether for as long as can be....
遗忘记录史 9:26 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
its been so long... since i last updated the blog... goodness gracious me... well alots been happening. extracted 2 wisdom tooths till now. alot much better now less pain from my gums.
tt aside, had alot of time spent wif love of my life, abit of arguments + disagreements here and there. but all haf been resolved yet i still feel insecure. tired from all the efforts i put in only 2 get moments of happiness in life. hope is wat i m clinging on to survive in this rls :) yet there are others who dun seem to agree wif our rls n its hard 4 me to be accepted into another's world... i guess this is reality, this is the test that needs to go through. for this test is so real and so difficult i need to pass it with flying colours. it isn't a test that studying will do, hard work won't do either... it takes time... loads of time to curb... but times not wat i have... haiz... great...
well thats really affected me... i lost my direction in life all of a sudden... great yeah? haiz... well work has been hard for me... no luck in aniting at all for me. served and served only to see the customers walk out and neva come back... even if they come back it ain't gonna go into my account. oh god... pls bless me... otherwise i will get kicked :)
ttz all, bye blog.
遗忘记录史 9:30 AM
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