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loyal to the ones loved by me, take as much time as possible in toilets.
Toilet times are the most personal and quiet time of your lives,
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
haiz... i'm back... the chinese saying... Nv ren pa jia cuo lang, nan ren pa ru cuo hang... now i know the meaning... haiz... now inside wrong post inside company... there is no motivation at all to work... everyday come to work minutes late... never has that ever happened to me at old company before... but never do i know why i just do not take that little effort to want to come to work early... its just earlier den the previous company by 30 mintues and i am always 5 - 10 mintes late for work.... there really is no motivation....
i gave up my work over here... tendered... after just 2 weeks of work only... perhaps its cos the people here gives me too much pressure... but thats the only way i can learn but.. haiz... its just not as simple as that... just feel that its abit of the selfish side here... everyone's minding their own business... not helping until you show them that you need help or you ask for help... i was just too used to everyone helping each other... my Bros... those days we just helped each other serve customers here and there... those days were the best...
haiz... reason for tendering... not getting the job scope i was told i would get... tot i was gonna start to learn to do operation stuffs and products... but happens that it never happened... was pushed to handle corporate... a job where you send 1000 quotations and only tt few 2 will reply you and tell you they wanna book... worst of all the other 998 you have spent half of your day working out the quotations which you need to source from hell knows where... (yeah, i am exaggerating, just ignore me if you find me a nuisance) all those efforst almost always goes to waste... damn... hate it so much when those things happen...
if thats not bad enough? do a call centre service on top of that... all customers wanna book budget airline, they have to come down and make payment right? yeapz they go to the branch... and there goes the sales... haha~ best right?
well... her job hasn't been any better... manager is getting on her nerves with all the sarcasm he could give her... how i wish she could just leave that company now and then and move on with her life at another company.... however... due to her work perm probs not sure whether she will get taxed... but overall... financially taxing would be less taxing on her than mental taxing... seeing her always staring into space after work is what hurts me the most... she is just holding onto the hope that one day she can spark her motivation and get a boost at her work so that she can show off to her superiors... but haiz... if she has already worked hard and not gained anything... (hope u know what i mean) there are other reasons of cos, which i have not considered cos i don't see the whole picture...
both of us are facing work problems... i can't let myself focus on our relationship... its like we are being tied down by our work... but fortunately both of us do enjoy the times we are together... i really value those times seeing her laugh and smile... i hope to see it everyday.
san... she emailed me telling me those things. i have not replied till now... not sure why... just feel that i would make things worst if i replied... letting her hate me forever is not what i want... its just not me to do this kind of things... haiz... i'm still tied down with guilt whenever i'm reminded of her by things.... arh... when am i able to get off of this road....
can't type chinese cause boss around... hehe... anyway.. wish me luck in finding new job... i'm out of money... bank only left with 30++ haiz... phone bill come le... dun dare open... wish FS will quickly release my cheque... i need money now... haiz...
san, if u read this... the money pls keep first... i know you will return me when u come back... dun make your life there harder without extra money to bring you through... who am i kidding... she never reads my blog... haiz... nvm...
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