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listen to other's problems, basketball (playing and watching), daydreaming.
loyal to the ones loved by me, take as much time as possible in toilets.
Toilet times are the most personal and quiet time of your lives,
good for thinking alot of things,
especially in the morning when you just wake up.
and for dozing off on the toilet bowl haha~!
World is full of surprises for the unexpected,
so are you, so full of surprises for the unexpectant world out there.
alwaes thinking that whatever comes in dreams happen in reality
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
wa... so long since i've written~! haha~! been busy lately... all this new work load is getting me down. Although have already done this before however still not getting used to it... All the getting scolded by colleagues' customers, all the unreliant pressure from the customers, all the unending request from the customers who make complains. all these for the pay of just a common job. Really regret not studying well and getting a degree, the pay that comes in now can hardly ever feed 2 persons have to scrimp and save and don't even have money to support my family. How are my parents gonna rely on me for the rest of their life? damn...
Everything is a double edge sword, complains can be viewed from two points customer's point and staff's point, both maybe correct, both maybe wrong but both do not want to stand on the ends in order to balance things out. Its just like a SeeSaw ride. everyone wants to be in the middle, in the middle you are firm, won't fall off and you can control which side goes down. only if two parties agree to move to the ends of their side then will things balance out. not worth saying all these, as all those complains do not understand reasoning that is why they are complaining. If reasoning can talk sense into them, there will not be a complain.
Saw a guy shouting to his girlfriend in the midst of the crowd. The girl left crying. really wanted to give the guy a piece of my mind, wanted to shout at him "How do you fucking feel if someone shouted at you like that" Why can't people learn to put others in their own shoes? There's no peace in this world especially when there are no people who are forgiving. Forgiving not because other people bully you and you forgive them, but forgiving for when things happen and others are not able to help you. Never should one let anger fog their judgement. I'm not making sense saying all these haha~! Its been long since my last post man... must learn to write again... damn...
Planning to get married, but where am i gonna find the money, all the efforts taken to get married... all the time needed for planning. I wanted to sit down and discuss however i feel without help i'm going no where. Parents still have to accompany me to meet the parents discussion, due to distance of hometown, have to do wedding ceremony for both sides. Wedding Vacation? you bet thats what i'm thinking however being the only child and eldest daughter, don't think will get permission to do that.
Investment is the way to earn money eh? wheres the capital gonna come from? savings? loan? i have none and neither do i qualify for 1. hows it gonna work out for me? Lottery? how many times will i ever win 1? perhaps robbing would stand a greater chance haha~! greater chance to land in jail i guess~!
Who can give me a guideline for Marriage? I need it bad man~
Shes been sick for so long, wish she would get well. however wishing didn't help... She wants an X-ray done, at least to put her mind at ease... I really don't know whats wrong with her, Breathing difficulties... Panting once a while... all these happening even when shes firmly sitting down. Stress?? not sure... Heart Problem? don't scare me... i guess really need to send her for cardiac checkup. Money can be earned back, what is neccessary is that she get cured from her illness. Don't like to see her suffer this way. Deep down its painful even though she hides it everytime. nobody likes to feel helpless, neither i,neither her. I guess thats what i'm gonna do, use the money to get her treated first... wedding hafta wait. no point wedding her if shes not herself at the wedding night.
Oh yeah got her present for her birthday. Hope that really made her day. She had to work on that day due to Inhouse fair. So i went around and got her present. Fossil Watch which she had been oogling for a long time. that really cost a bomb... 0.2k+++ first time i bought such expensive things in my life apart from PS2, PSP, NDS oops haha... seems like alot of other thingies. however that gift was partially paid by her colleagues i'm just buying on behalf. My gift? Doreamon Music Box. plays a few tunes of monotonous music however the moving Doraemon carrying different musical instruments are really cute. haha~! Hope she liked it. Tried to surprise her with a text message to "re-propose" to her however she went to put back the phone she wasn't using... caused anticlimax in the romance... ahaha~!
Nonetheless, the cake was the highlight~! Tiramisu, and a surprise after reaching home, althought the Dinner made us so full we couldn't get anymore cake in... haha~! but well... she was moved. i guess thats what i thought. *bleah*
want to end le.... too much texting.
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